Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I only have a few minutes but I feel like I need to start having a more positive outlook on my life because only I have the responsibilty to do that. I remember being young and being so insecure about the most stupid things. Right now I'm living with Bells Palsy and its kind of been my own personal battle because its one of those things in my life that I don't like to draw attention to. Its one of those rare things that most people recover from very quickly and also there is no prognosis. I have read up on bells palsy before but today I finally found a site with real life stories from all sorts of people who are living and struggling with it this weird ass disease on thier own.

Some times when I look at myself in the mirror I am grateful that I am who I am otherwise this thing might just break me. But they say that the important thing is to have faith. I can't believe that some people have had to deal with bells 3 or 4 times in their lives. This is something that is happening to me and it is not me and I am really grateful that most of the people that I encounter in my life don't feel the need to remind me that there is something wrong with my face because believe
no one knows that better than me.

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